My emotions are everywhere about life.

My past, present, and future.

Idk what to do with my life anymore. I mean I kinda do but it’s never really gonna bring money but it’s what I love to do. Social media and writing about mental health.

I re-did my Fiverr and applied for the Fiverr pro. So we will see there. If anything I want to be a freelancer. The freedom is great yea but I need that sort of flexibility in order to maintain a healthy mental health life. I think my new “normal” is what it is now because it’s kinda been the whole past year, exactly now. Which isn’t great but it’s not horrible. It’s not super debilitating but it’s something I need lots of work flexibility. You know?

Like that’s just it. I’m not able to work a typical job. I’m just not and it’s ok kinda because I’m pretty creative and resourceful with how to make money here and there but I need to ramp it up.

Even the 10 page report the psyD did on me said I need minimal to no contact with others in a work environment and many breaks in between in order to thrive while working. That was her evaluation of me on the working/employed part of the report.