You did well by apologizing in my opinion but unfortunately whether they accept them or not and whether they decide to reply back is something that you don't have a lot of control over i think. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters in that the past is the past. Please don't let it haunt you that much. Try to focus on the present and future. Hugs. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miss Laura, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!