Our realtor called around to see if any of the other bidders still wanted the house. She called a lady who I guess was pretty devastated that we didn’t accept her offer but she was really nice and said to let her know if anything changed. So the realtor called her and she immediately said yes and she was so excited. It makes me happy when you think you’ve lost something you really wanted and then a week later you find out you did get it. That happened with my last job. She went way over our listing price. So things are coming along now.

I am not doing too good today. I’m dealing with PMS which just started yesterday. I took all 3 of my Xanax around the same time hoping they’d kick in and I’d be fine. I’ve also been up since 2:30 which is not helping me feel good. I miss my old therapist a lot but before I was fine even after what my Pdoc told me. I honestly think I’ve made so much progress because I ended things with her. So again I suspect this is only PMS. I’ve only had Pepsi today. I think I’ll skip my shot and take it tomorrow. I’m not sure switching the days is such a good idea, but I think it’s ok if you do just one day later as opposed to 2 days later or 2 days earlier.

But I’m getting carry out from a place I’ve been dying to go to since the pandemic started. I had just found out about this place in March a couple weeks before the shut down. I still don’t feel comfortable eating inside a restaurant but I’ll just get the carry out.

I guess I’ll get the shot when my mom comes back from her walk. It makes me pretty ill afterwards but it’s late enough in the day (for me) that I can just lie down for the rest of the afternoon and night.