thanks for all the posts - all of you..............we done it last night at well this morning technically at 5 something a.m................... but we are still 'all in one piece'? at least kept enough control to not cut - pulled hair out w\ tweezers instead............tried to continue breathing, counting colors, even did the cold shower thing but just got consumed by the need\urge to s.i. and HAD to give in..............am we nuts???????????does anybody else get so one-tracked in the head about this that it don't go away until after they s.i.????????/just wondering..

really disappointed and angry w/ ourself and have had a really crummy day to boot........hope eVERYthing gets better soon..........
beadlady29