Thanks @Discombobulated! I'm not drawn to working in a grocery store exactly, it's more of an example. The only real human face-to-face contact I've had the last year has been at the grocery store, so that's why I chose it. It probably does have less stress and responsibility.

More importantly, for me, it's just more fuel on the "not even a grocery store would hire me" self-pity pile. Maybe that's just my subconscious telling me to keep looking. As @Motts mentioned, I might just need to put in the actual time and effort to figure out what I actually, really want, instead of trying to take the safe road of staying with what I know but don't love, or choosing something maybe much easier even when I have no real draw to it.

Primarily, my problem is a very deep lack of meaning and purpose to my life. I can do what is easy, but unfulfilling, or I can do what is hard, but will give me what I'm missing. I know the right answer, but the amount of work is very daunting.

My apologies to you, if this sounded like I was belittling grocery stores and to @indigo1015 for going off topic.