Dear T,
While looking up something to post on this music thread on Youtube, I came across a video recording of one of the songs I associate with ex-MC from the actual concert that I attended just before sending the "I love you so much" email that led to the rupture that ended the relationship. It...affected me a bit. Not like I'm crying or anything, but like I saw it and sort of froze. Not sure what I'm feeling right now. And don't know if it's worth actually talking about tomorrow--I'll see if I'm still thinking about it then.

Oh...and I think today is actually the 3-year anniversary of when we terminated with him. I know this not because I'd remembered the exact date (I'm sure that will surprise you), but someone else had posted about termination anniversary a couple days ago, and I was like, "I think mine was around then" and looked it up, to find it was today. I guess I just thought I'd managed to pretty much vanquish the feelings, but...well, I don't know what I'm feeling right now. It's not a positive feeling, but I don't know how to characterize it, I suppose?


Love,
LT