I’m not sure what was up with yesterday and all that anxiety. I feel totally fine today. I slept a lot last night and I woke up this morning later then usual and then I went back to sleep. It’s a beautiful Easter Day. I’m not doing anything for Easter. I’m just staying home. My mom is going to my aunts but I am not totally comfortable around my cousin and his wife. I think his wife is not totally ok with the trans thing and it makes me sad because I really like his wife.

But anyways today I’m feeling fine. I haven’t had any Xanax yet and I’m not missing my therapist. Yesterday I was crazy missing her and I had no idea why since I had been doing so well.

My new favorite song is Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus. I hope I don’t play the hell out of that song the way I played Million Dollar Loan by Death Cab For Cutie.