I really can't figure me out, you know. 2 days ago I was completely content to skip this coming Friday because of the scheduling issue. Now that I remembered I have a previously-scheduled vacation day on Thursday, I want to call you tomorrow to see if you're available that day. But then I don't want to either. Because I really need to figure out what in the sam freaking hell I even want out of therapy anymore. Argh! What do I do? What do I want? What is right? Does "right" even exist in this case?