Hi Rebecca, I do want to mention that one need not be out of touch with reality to experience hypomania ir mania. I just want to clarify that.
The existential angst you described so well is, I've noticed, common to many mental illnesses.
I agree entirely that seeing a psychiatrist for a definite diagnosis is essential. I've found that I can drive myself crazy by just trying to figure out what my symptoms mean! Seeing a professional is tremendously helpful, especially if you stick with treatment.
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