Having a wee bit of trouble lately with sleep issues, increased anxiety with bouts of racing heart, bouts of mild light-headedness, fear of heart issues/dying, fear of kidney failure/dying, high/normal/low energy and motivation fluctuations, difficulty concentrating at times, and a little hypergraphia. Occasional blurry vision. My medication controlled blood pressure has been a bit low, but I doubt low enough to cause any of the above. Right now it's 1:45 am where I am. I do have a sleepiness, but don't want to sleep. I feel like time will fly by too fast. It's like magnetic resistance, spoon of cod liver oil, standing on a diving board that's way too high.

I'm hungry. I'm antsy. I want something, but don't know what it is. I wish I could jump through the paper of a painted theater stage screen. I fear my two front teeth will soon need to be taken out.

Hey You, out there! Hey! Yea, You! You! Hear me? Hear Me! I'm here and I want to break free! Fly high. Dump extra baggage to lighten the load. Yes, that's it!

Yea, You! Not, You! Me! Me equals You. You is Me. You and Me does not equal We. Understand Me, Wendy?