@Soupe du jour...I'm with the rest of the gang in expressing concern. As I recall, your Czech pdoc said you can call him whenever you need some help/reassurance; that would provide some immediate help. Then, you've got your American pdoc & therapist on-deck. I know it's difficult to reach out, but sleep disruptions such as those you've been experiencing are a sign I'm potentially headed into spaces I don't care to dwell in. Your body is trying to tell you something. Listen.

Also, if you haven't done so already, it might help to wake your husband so he can help you through the night. I don't care if he's got to work in the morning...he's your husband, & I'm sure he'd be more than happy to guide you through this event.

Then, there's the rest of us...your "crazy comrades." Please write us in the morning to let us know how you're doing, & what you're going to do to address this. Given the resources I've just listed, I hope you know there are a lot of people pulling for you. Hang in there.