Hi, Rebecca1!

I see soooo many possible answers to your question & maybe a combination of answers overlapping. For one thing, you are a movie fan like me. You probably have a fun imagination & a private world of your own within your mind (which can be a gift, & healthy most of the time.) Also, maybe you have a tendency to dissociate. So many other factors about you & your history could be at play here. I hope other people contribute to this thread. It's really interesting.
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