So Sorry that you're struggling. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about burnout being more ovwerwhelmed with emotions and stuff. What about seeing a therapist to cope with it if you aren't already seeing it? So Sorry that things are being hard. Please try to focus on things one step at the time like the other wise and wonderful posters have suggested. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Cardooney, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!