My therapy session went well today. I was a bit anxious. I told her about my oral sensory things and she was all like “ok” then she said if I needed to bring them into our in person sessions in a couple weeks that would be fine. There is no way I’m going to do that but I’m glad she’s accepting of it. I was worried. She told me I use the word weird a lot. I have never noticed that before. I just asked my mom and she said I do use it a lot. But today went well. I feel like I’m basically acting the same way that I was with old T except without the transference issues. She’s more professional then old T but shows more emotion and isn’t such a blank slate.

Besides therapy I spent the morning going to Dollar Generals just looking for some stuff. I didn’t find much.

But I threw out my unisom because I gained about 9 pounds since starting it. I was getting super hungry at night after taking it and I was eating like entire pints of ice cream and other stuff. My mom said my eating seemed more frantic at night and we both agreed it was the unisom since nothing else has changed. So hopefully I can get back to where I was and continue to lose even more. I have a goal to reach by October.