I'm feeling so lonely, L. Even with h and 3 cats around me pretty much 24 x 7. I think the entire past year is finally catching up with me or something. I wish I could call you but I just can't because of not being sure if you were joking or not on Friday. I need to just leave it and you alone. I need a vacation so much. so much. I just heard about more changes coming down the pike at work and they are again NOT good for me, I'm going to need to find a new job now for sure and at 58, that thought terrifies me. I'm too old for all of this ****.