Is there any hope left? I mean, I wish I even had the energy to explain how I am feeling right now. However, even if I did I do not believe it would be beneficial. It feels like whenever I vent or rant about my problems I am talking to nobody and instead I am just wasting time. Not that my time in trying SNRIs, talking to therapists, or trying to understand why this has happened to me was used any more efficiently. I suppose the world doesn’t have answers. Just things offered to try and dull the pain. If this is my life, I do not want it.