It was better for a good part of the day yesterday. It seemed like a healthy break, although I was very tired & I didn't fulfill any of my goals. Then later in the day, things turned bad, & I woke up this morning to the same thing. I'm still crying. Some parts of my brain are very cruel & they know how to hurt me with physical pain, among other ways. I use over the counter meds for the pain, which helps. But my spirit feels battered & so hurt. I wish they could go away & let me get well. I keep hoping for a miracle & for my life to be good again.