Work is really getting me down... I feel like a lot of people are able to get away with slacking off while at work or ditching work completely (like most of them did this past Sunday), while I am limping around the pharmacy with tears in my eyes from the pain, busting my ***. Management will do nothing about it because we are so understaffed that firing those people won't help our situation. I've been training a very sweet lady whose first language is not English, and I've tried and tried in multiple ways to help her understand how we do things and why, but she is not getting it. I feel like it's my fault. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow for the pain I have been experiencing, and I really hope they don't tell me I have to wear special shoes or anything like that. The pain is in my feet and my ankles, and it has been pretty terrible lately. I feel very lonely. I wish I hadn't taken this promotion-- my name isn't even on the board with the other leads yet. I don't want to quit exactly, because I like the people and my benefits through my job are actually really good. But I agree with my mom (whom I called this morning) that I need to talk to my supervisor. This simply isn't working.