Dear T,
Please be kind in your reply to my email. Also, I'm not entirely sure how to react to what you said about having had thoughts before that you wish you hadn't had your son. I mean you countered that by other times feeling intense love for him, but still... It might have been different had I been talking about similar things regarding D, but I wasn't. And even though I was sort of like, "yeah," I haven't had those exact thoughts.

I love you. I wish it was OK to actually say that to you...
--LT