After being depressed for over 6 yrs, on Friday my gp suggested that I change psycololgists as I have been getting much worse, not better. I was unable to talk to him last week when I was there, therefore suggesting that I also change gp`s. He has just classed me as being out of control. I hated him for saying this, but it is so, so true. Hospitalisation hasn`t helped in the past. I am now being referred to another psychiatrist for an assessment. I am full of emptiness and loneliness. Been trying to avoid the darkness. I know it`s all gonna end badly.
I am vastly losing my faith and trust in all involved.
There is no doubt
The light in my eyes is out.