Hi Em, I'm going to my first support group tonight. I'm nervous...mostly because I just don't know how I'm going to handle it. Bad weekend. Bad morning so far. At work...not sure I should be here, but don't feel I have a choice. My insides are all screwed up. This anxiety is killing me. My heart aches so bad I want to die. The pain of it all is crushing me alive. It's almost as if I'm being buried alive. If I don't get some help, the torment will kill me. Oh dear God, have mercy on my soul....