i have never experienced this firsthand so i am not really sure. If you suspect that something may be wrong in your own Friendship i think it may be wise to ask them what's wrong and if there's anything you can do to work on it. Sorry if you're going through this and Sorry if my post wasn't really that Helpful. Hugs. Please do not give up. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @rdgrad15, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!