I kind of want to check myself into the hospital right now. I don’t know why though. I’m not S or having any thoughts of SH. I feel safe with my meds. I don’t know what’s up to be honest. I’m wondering if I miscounted and this is the week I’m dealing with PMDD. Makes sense since last week was unusually mild. Unless I’m just having a nervous breakdown I really can’t think of anything that’s wrong. Things are going very well actually. They are just very stressful. It’s a weird feeling I’m having right now. But I do feel safe.