I talked to some trippers.. I mentioned that I want to go back to when I was happy - One said "You can".. One is living in Germany but from El Salvador. I said that I was depressed at age 16 but those 3 weeks of being in Central America was one of the happiest times of my life..

I feel like it's all my environment man.. Eventually I'll move away and have a better life.

I was sitting by the fire yesterday and my mom was talking with that smart old man that reads a lot - And they were talking about how they both like travelling, family and food.

But I should work towards that dream of travelling the world. The reason my parents divorced is cuz my dad didn't want to move to Spain.

My dad travels everywhere now alone and reminds me of John Mcafee.