So Sorry that things are being so hard. Have you tried to suggest Couple counseling to him? Unfortunately sometimes couple can go through some very hard times i think. i Hope that he will understand how you're feeling right now and will accept to work on this together. Please feel free to vent and know that i am avaialble even through pm if needed. Hopefully others as well if you ask them. Please do not give up. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Scarlet Alexis, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!