I seem to be resolving this. I am on a spiritual forum, and someone there was of HUGE help and may have even saved my life!!!
If anyone ever questions whether dark or evil exists in the spirit realm, don't...... it DOES most certainly exist, and I have had a direct encounter, which scared the bejeezus out of me. I will never ever ever ever channel again. EVER.
I have been meandering spiritually for 13 years now.... now it's time to shut it down and remain in my own faith, which is Christianity.