Tricky stuff Jag, yep. There is a sublime aspect to computer relationships that defies 3d conventions. For instance, when a 3d door slams in your face, it's more difficult to ammend that experience via interpretation later than it is a virtual door slam. But at the same time, the feelings generated by the same relationships are so real, I know I can not distinguish them from my 3d relationships as far as depth of feeling is concerned.

So it's hard, we all go thru it. But the good news is you're in a place where you can have many meaningful relationships here. Stick around, let's get aquainted, you'll feel better, and don't have to become an "e" stalker. lol.