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Amyjay
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Default Apr 09, 2021 at 10:53 PM
 
T. I don't know if I can see you again. No decision has been made yet. because... to not see you again means that "this is it". This is what my life will be. I don't know if I can accept that or not.

But. I can't move forward. I can't do this bit. This is the block. And I don't know how to live with that. Its... unacceptable.

I don't know which unacceptable choice to make.

And... here's the kicker. At the heart of it all I know I don't deserve more. Or anything, really. I know I am unacceptable. I certainly do not deserve your time or kindness.

I will never tell you this of course. So, I will likely just not return. It seems to be the best for all concerned.

But, I really do appreciate all the time and effort you have given me. I am sorry I wasn't strong enough to use it.
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