It was really comforting reading all your stories, guys ;] In a way that you help me keep my hopes up seeing as most of you have managed to go back to a normal lifestyle. THANK YOU!!

I actually have a problem. I stopped medications after 2 weeks, so that's about 3 months ago. My psychiatrist have been telling me not to stop medications because I won't be able to see the effect, but my parents think they're making me addictive. They just put me on sleeping pills which doesn't even make me sleep. I have to lie to my parents now that I'm sleeping well, but in fact, I'm not. And that I'm fine.

I think it's because of money problems. To sustain all my medications is really a pain in their pockets since it has to go on for months, or even years. ;[ I'm willing, but it seems my parents aren't. I hate them with a passion and I just put on a mask everyday, make everyone around think I'm okay. *SIGH* I'm currently saving up for my own medications and psych visits.

Anyway, it has been nice reading your stories, and I could relate to most of you. Hope to read more here!

Have a nice day, everyone. And Happy Mother's Day to your moms and all the moms out there. ;]

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