Thank you so much for all of the encouragement and support! It really helps.

Today was very busy, which helped a lot.

I do agree that some random crabbiness and things like that are part of the journey in a relationship from time to time, especially like you mentioned if someone comes back and offers an apology. I wish he would go with me to counseling. I may have to just get therapy for myself (my therapist decided to not practice during the pandemic).

It's been a better day today.
I know this is cyclical and usually takes me by surprise, so I'll have to figure out some options for next time it happens. Just getting to share this really helped a lot!

Thank you so much!