@Mountaindewed Ooh I'm sorry! You need help but you CAN control yourself! You know you shouldn't take the cough syrup and melatonin and unisom and so much xanax etc. So don't! In fact throw it all away where you can't go get it again! Take it to the grocery store and throw it all in their trash- or maybe a fast food joint's trash- that would be nice and filthy and you couldn't just reach in and get them again. Give your mom your credit cards/debit card so you can't go buy more. These are just my thoughts. You know what you should be doing and NOT doing. Now go and make them a reality! I fear for you seriously. I fear for your life!