Hey meccorad,

I've been through what happened to you. I'm 20 at the moment, and during my senior year of college, everything's fked up. And I didn't tell anyone. If you want, go read my post on General section about me going to a psychiatric ward. I can totally relate to you since we're of the same age and we're dealing with almost similar negative thoughts.

My suggestion: In as much as you don't want to seek professional help, either because you think it might just worsen things, I still think it's better. WHY? It's sh`it to face those crap alone. I know what you mean by being STUCK and it's so crappy, right? I never knew about such psychiatric and psychologic things until I was involuntarily put in a ward last January, so yeah. Good thing at this point in time, you get to consider things, unlike what happened to me.

So go and finish college, you can do it. I'm contemplating on what you should do, option 1 or option 2.

We can talk if you want, just PM me. I'm interested to be of help ;]

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