I wish I could just get some blueberry and raspberry vodka and just chug chug chug. Or bourbon make some sours or old fashioneds. I just can't seem to relax. I want to forget myself for a while and get drunk.

I've been studying all day. Got tomorrow morning to study more and then exam in the afternoon. I wish I didn't have the exam but alas.

At least I've actually be focused enough to be able to study last few days.