Exhausted once again. I am always scared to lash out. I thought I screamed at my father, apparently I did not but maybe he just wanted to comfort me.
This morning a long discussion with the voices in my head about therapy with way too many opinions. My head hurt and I was tired afterwards.
Another few hours lost. It took endless to get ready for the day with major breaks.
I am so overwhelmed and constantly overshare about things, I am just so confused.
Right now just exhausted from basically doing nothing.
What do I even know?
The brain fog is so strong...
How can I study like this? Maybe I am really insane, fooling myself and the world...
Who knows...
I will try. Maybe it gets better... I also need to have some water. It is already 3 pm and I barely drank anything.