Well, i don't think i am in a position to tell you how much to spend or where to spend it but i think giving yourself some time to think about what you're buying and if it is really necessary may prove to be useful. Ask yourself if you need it or if you can buy that at a later date when some prices may change and be lower, for example. i Hope you'll manage this without problems. i'd suggest to talk to your doctor as well to see if this may be mania/bipolar. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miguel'smom, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!