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My mood is for shite. I don't know what's going on, but it's getting tiresome. Yesterday my partner & I drove around looking at subdivisions where we might be able to find a new house (not that I want to move). My anxiety & irritability were through the roof. The thought of change made me even more anxious than I was to begin with. I only lasted an hour, but managed to keep my irritability in its cage. I told my partner I wanted to go home because I had to take a leak...which was a lie. I hesitate to take Klonopin during the day since it makes me tired. I also hesitate to go back on my other meds (AP or AD). Other than my mood stablilizer, I've been pretty self-sufficient lately. There's a big part of me that feels I should be able to ride this out on my own. It's getting pretty uncomfortable, though...