(((Kiya)))
Sorry this is happening. It is scary when all you ever wanted in your life was to be able to be in control, and you can't even be in control of your own body.... and everybody else can. Or so it seems. Makes it hard NOT to be bitter
Hope you can talk to your T sometime soon. Maybe it will help.
__________________
花鳥風月
c'est tout ce que j'aime