Oh I am surprised that there is some one like me n in the same situation in which i am. I also feel the same. When i was 15 i felt that i am having social phobia n I started feeling some thing out of ma control some thing very bad. Then i tried to over come or to compromise with that but about 4 months before i felt again worst n went to a psychaitrsit for the first time. he gave me 3 kinds of med n i used them for 3 days because After those med I started feeling like u explained n These days I am feeling the worst. I feel Numb or like there is something at the back of ma head feeling ma head heavy. I dont know how to explain but I relly need some professional help but cannot find the right one. I also cannot keep eye contact with someone most of the times........

May God help Us n we all start living with peacefull minds......!!