disconnecting from you is getting tolerable at times, and then your appt reminder text comes in, and I lose it. No matter how many times I repeat your moving but its not changing virtual therapy sessions it doesnt seem to matter i cant help to feel like a child. A very hurt, sad, depressed, and disappointed child. Then my anger part takes over, SH, and its all over. there is not issue here. and yet I think and want to be okay and that i can feel everything and my automatic freeze and shutdown nervous system takes over and i have no control on how i am in sessions or when I think about how therapy will be soon. Your house is CONTIGENT already 21 days listed and its almost sold nice not sure how to explain things to you. its like part of me is so protective and even trying to talk to that part there is not budging allowed. and she feels for good reason obviously see