yeah - I sometimes look back and wish I was back in uni. Not high school it sucked too much on the home front, but in university I still thought everything was possible and really believed in myself. Not quite sure when I lost that. I'm 39 now and really feel like my 30's have been kind of a lost decade - mh issues and alocoholism. But now I'm in recovery and stable on my meds and back working full time, and i'm able to start to see things in a positive light again, so maybe my 40's will be just as awesome as my 20's.

--splitimage