...and I am now back up again. I accept I have an acute emotional issue. I don’t care how embarrassing it is, and am addressing and acknowledging it with my family (husband and kids). This back/forth swinging has to get under control. I am working on myself.

I was all set to separate and only one hour later did an about face! The waters are so turbulent, I’m seasick!

Much love and thanks to all here for your constant support. Although I am deeply ashamed of myself for this behavior, I also know that I am only human and we are helping ourselves and each other here.