I feel so exhausted from just being low. I just want to fade away and not have to deal with the constant pressures to be a someone. I love to many people to do anything again, but I'm hurting inside so much.

It's not even crying sadness, just blank laying and being somewhere without feeling like you have any purpose or effect on anything.

My mind is trying to understand and do the therapy, but it's hard. Dealing with the things I find the most upsetting and bad about just seems to lead to dead ends. I don't find answers, I just get confused about what I'm really feeling and thinking. I'm lost. Nothing is clear, I don't even know what I want right now except peace.