Today I have let the small scared part choose what we’re wearing and she’s chosen rainbow dungarees, and they have a big enough pocket to take the baby whale with us which I’m really hoping will help with how frightened she is about taking R to the gym class. I’m trying to tell her I’ll be there too and I will hold her hand and protect her and I’m hoping it’s enough to prevent a switch and a meltdown, I want to be able to do this today so badly. R will be so happy if I manage to take him. I think you would be proud of me, maybe I will tell you tomorrow. The whale will keep us safe until then.