my therapist wanted me to write in my notebook about mother's day this year and i showed it to my wife and she thought it would be good to put on here.

this year for the first time on mother's day i'm not thinking about my mother at all. i used to get very depressed seeing all the commercials on tv and stuff and thinking about my mom because she was never very good to me and didn't want me. but this time i didn't think about her at all and just thought about my wife and how she's a great mother to our boy and about my mother in law to cause she's been very nice to me. i didn't have to try and not think about my mother that just how it was in my head this time and it feels really great to be rid of her in my mind.

when i first met my wife i thought i was to tough to need anybody i made myself think that because i never really had anyone but as i spent more time with her i thought this could be really great to have a family and i could have a life like that. she is a really really great mother to our son and when i see them together i know that he feels safe and loved and how important that is. she has kinda been almost like a mother to me to when i need her to feel like i'm save and somebody cares about me. she is a really really great woman she's a angel and i'm very lucky to be with her.