Hi, I definitely need to check in with someone. So Im trying to quit cannabis while bipolar and it is...scary, like really really scary. Yesterday i made it until 5 pm but my body and brain were just spinning out and attacking me. I did like six loan and credit applications in a manic frenzy. Some bad terms and I just went for it. I spent hours on it. I was just a wreck and I felt it physically in a way I never had before. Cannabis really tamps down all my impulses and anger and all the stuff that makes bipolar scary. I just didnt expect that it would prevent me from making even one sober day. Any advice would be so appreciated.
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