Hey Fuzzette!

How are you doing two and a half weeks down the road here? Feeling any more deserving now? I sure hope so dear bear!! ((Fuzzette))

The connections of things that you are putting together are amazing. I really hope you are journaling or keeping a computer diary/blog/journal or even copying posts into Word. Just some way of keeping track of this stuff.

I really think that being able to see your own words written down and the new understandings you have of situations and ppl in your life will help you to feel more deserving.

Figuring out the past hurts, connecting them to the present hurts and learning the patterns of how to avoid doing so for the future...........doesn't that sound like something worth doing? I know that if I can avoid pain I will. Learning how to do so is the hard part. Remembering how to do so in times of crisis takes practice.

It isn't easy practicing things that are hard at first.........which is why we practice!!!

To sum up this ramble (pre coffee and like I got real sleep after such a busy wknd?! hah!!) you DO deserve!! and if you are forgetting such a thing just ask here and you'll get the same answer: you ARE deserving of love, kindness and other basic human niceties.