My video appointment with my American psychiatrist last night was no less than a screaming rant. He told me to take 100 mg Seroquel XR in the morning along with the 600 mg at night (and all my other morn/evening meds). I don't know what to say to my Czech psychiatrist. I have another appointment with my American one next Friday. The Czech one knows nothing. The time (first) I saw him I was fine and dandy. My next appointment with my Czech pdoc isn't for another week and a half.

I didn't/don't want to take 100 mg extra and I told American pdoc that, so he said to at least take an extra 50 mg. I almost didn't, but then did after realizing that I am already in Tasmanian devil mode.

I will have to say goodbye to my American pdoc, but not until a couple tasks are done relating to my SSDI. My new Czech pdoc doesn't even know I collect disability. I didn't deliberately keep that from him. It just didn't come up in that first appointment. Heck, there was already more than enough to say in the first appointment! I will mention it next time.

Maybe I should email the Czech doc just to give him some heads up about my extreme irritability. It's all so complex! I want simplicity again!