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Yeah, day 3. You probably won't reply. I still check my email multiple times a day like a fool.

Why do I bother. You wrote that I don't have to agree about spacing out sessions and that it can be tested and the barriers discussed. Sure didn't effing feel that you ever said that the 2 times we discussed this in person. You just simply said I wouldn't feel that way when the time comes. I don't feel heard

And you wrote how we (stop that bs "we") need to talk about if I'm using the session frequency in a helpful way or if that is "reinforcing dependency". Yeah, no I already hate how I'm too attached, and again it doesn't feel like a discussion.

Suddenly very bothered about the long ago session where you said a restraining order would be "too extreme" for my case. Yeah, whatever. So he should be hitting or beating me for it to be not "too extreme"?

Like how you think my father is all bark and no bite. You didn't live with him, so I don't see why you think you know better than me.

Obviously it won't help to email that. So I'll be as sarcastic as I want here.

Yeah whatever, don't understand why I'm still too effing attached to you.