I've posted a couple times before about the trouble I was having with a close friend of mine, so maybe some of you will remember and I'm sorry if it's repetitive. But, I've finally decided to give up and distance myself for good.

I'm tired of her spending months talking to me about how she had no friends, no one spoke to her (which isn't even true) yet whenever I text her I don't get a response for 4+ days, despite her constantly posting all over social media.

I'm tired of the way she says one things and does another. Everything she says feels fake and forced just for the sake of old times.

I'm tired of her being flaky and distant.

I'm tired of the way she slowly stopped bothering with me once she was reunited with her best friend.

I'm tired of the way she'll reach out if we haven't spoken in ages (usually because I've backed off due to her distance) only for her to then disappear again after the first conversation. If she reaches out this time, I'm not going to give in.

I have tried telling her how I feel but nothing changed, it wasn't addressed so I'm not saying, I'm just going to quietly distance myself. I have felt so insignificant in this friendship for ages now and I'm done. It hurts to realise how unimportant I've become to her but I'll get over it.