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I'm a nervous mess today. This is a time for me to sit down and practice mindful breathing, which I will be doing. I've always been a natural at driving and I've always enjoyed driving. Nothing felt better to me than driving down a country road with my music turned up high on the radio. Then about a year ago I started feeling anxious about driving. Out of nowhere. But I have to drive to keep my life running smoothly. So there's that. Then, I just had hundreds of dollars of work done on my car with the primary goal of getting it to pass smog on Monday. So I was doing some errands today, came out of the grocery store- and my car wouldn't start. I called my roadside service, feeling pretty defeated. I mean, I just picked the old gal up yesterday from the mechanic. Wouldn't start, wouldn't start - all of a sudden started! It feels like there's something not quite connecting between the key and the ignition. I'm not thrilled. I have no more money; I used my stimulus money to pay for the repairs I've had done. Drove home, thankfully.
Running late. Came here to try to refocus. And did I mention it'll be 90 degrees this week-end? Way too hot for April. Way too hot for me.
Whew. I have to collect myself and put me back together in one piece instead of being scattered all over the place.
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